I talked with my social worker on Friday and she told me a few babies (not one, but a few) have been born and that they are just doing the last min. checks to make sure there is no extended family able to provide care and that I should cross my fingers. So, I’m so very excited and I feel confident that my child has been born, possibly still in the hospital or at their temporary home waiting for mommy to come pick them up and hold them until my arms ache. So I have a final decision on names, now that I don’t have to worry about how a two-year-old would transition to a new name. After going through thousands of names and books and websites I have decided and fallen in love with the names Korbin Elias and Eden Olivia. My last name starts with an M so any name (first or middle) beginning with B was sooo out of the question. Kids will make fun of you no matter what, but don’t give them fuel for the fire. So there’s the long and short of it. I am putting the infant seat in my car tomorrow morning and then I’ll get some newborn diapers/size one and I’ll be all ready for little Korbin/Eden.
On a side note, I started reading the Secret and it’s a must read. It is altering my reality for the positive and I am smiling a lot more than usual. And that–is a good thing!!
